Day 382 - December 31, 2022

Published on 24 April 2023 at 20:27

Anxiety very bad, continuous brick in stomach, tears flowing, not sure exactly what my feelings are. I just want to be able to clean my home but don’t have anything in me to do it. It does not help knowing that even if I give it my all, before 24 hours is up the mess will be piling up again. Kids (adult) who live here or semi live here don’t help. I am not sure if they are aware of how bad I am doing but they know enough. Them giving 0 to help me out does not help my situation.

I hate the struggle of wanting to do things. The want is there, but I just can’t. I can not even find the words to describe it.

Could not get refill on my 25mg sertraline so started taking 100mg every 16 hours to accommodate 150mg per day,

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