Meds increased to 150mg today. I am all out of 100 mg tablets so I took 3 x 50 mg. I don’t even have what it takes today to order refills on the 100mg. Tomorrow is a new day. I have been researching childhood trauma and it is giving me great anxiety. I do believe my issues started here and each life event added to it. I want to be better however I don’t feel i am ready yet to dive head on into this area yet.
Repair guy is here changing my door handle, banging upstairs from them doing repairs and anxiety is real bad. It is almost at its worst. I need to take an Ativan today to try and settle me some.
How can I forget that my mother called and woke me today to tell me “baby boy is here” – like we care. I try to understand her excitement but just can not deal with the shit.
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