Went to bed at 9am woke at 12pm and was shocked that I had only slept for 3 hours as I felt like I had slept for a long time. I was so confused that I even had to check to be sure it was not tomorrow. Went back to bed at 3:30pm got up at 8pm.
Been without meds for a couple days as I have no money to pick them up. My EI sick benefits have still not been approved and I have been without any income since Nov 25. I pay for benefits through my employer however was told I did not qualify for STD as I have not been employed there for more than a year. I also need to pay my share of my medical benefits while off work and again have no money to send that payment, so I guess I have to lose that too. There needs to be more help available or faster approval on benefits. How is someone with depression/anxiety supposed to try and get better when the stresses keep piling up.
We already had our phones disconnected. I expect internet and tv to be gone any day now. We have very little in the form of food. No toilet paper or laundry soap. I have car payment, insurance, credit card payment all coming due and not 2 pennies to my name. How is it even possible for my brain to rest? I am going to be left with no choice but return to work and run the risk of getting fired then be left with zero options for income.
I NEED HELP!
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