Day 402 - January 17, 2023

Published on 3 May 2023 at 20:05

I ended the day yesterday thanking the Lord and I will start today the same. I never slept yet since my good sleep yesterday. I had my therapy session this morning and it caused me more anxiety than normal. Feelings seem to surface during these sessions. Therapist feels there will be light at the end of the tunnel for me.

Eldest daughter came home, and she had received a backpay of money owed to her and allowed me to borrow enough to cover the bills due this week and groceries. God is good and has never failed me even in times I think he has. When the chips are down, he provides. Then I decided to dig in and make the calls I have been anxious about, called EI to check on my claim and it has been approved and her put it through while I was on the phone. It will update overnight, and I should get a deposit by Friday. I then called and left my info for self referral. Need I even begin to think things are looking up! Time will tell.

Today I am craving fruit, I am so hungry and all I want is fruit. This is weird as lately when my stomach growls and I feel very hungry nothing appeals to me. I looked it up and it seems it may be a sign of dehydration. This does not surprise me really, as my entire eat, drink, and sleep have been all over the place. My entire system is struggling. I must make a better effort when it comes to eating.

Self referral called back and said someone will call me tomorrow.

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