Day 421 - February 5, 2023

Published on 12 May 2023 at 21:17

Why are some days so exhausting? I mean not exhausting because of what you are doing or have to do. Your entire being is exhausted and you just are this way for no apparent reason. My brain isn’t running with thoughts, I slept for 8 hours and I have only been up for a couple hours and I am tired, drained, yawning, - total exhaustion. I did get most of my kitchen done yesterday, so there is that, but I think we can safely write today off.

I can’t seem to settle today. I am not only exhausted but I can’t seem to keep focus, I don’t want to play my games, I cant settle on something to watch, the hot flashes are extreme at least the shakes aren’t so bad.

What even am i?

Dread for the week ahead set in this evening, anxiety is trying to take over, so I took an Ativan in hopes of getting some control of it and try for a good night sleep.

Ativan did not make me sleepy.  Went to bed at 3 am.

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