- Incompetent
- Unloved
- Sad to the depts of my being
- Alone
Christmas a once loved holiday for me. Despite the many times it came with many, many disappointments I always held it together to make it the best I could for my children. This year it finally got me! While my mental state has not been good (debilitating anxiety) Christmas has set me into a depressive state. I’ve never felt more uncared for, unloved or that I matter.
I hurt.
I cry.
I suffer in silence every single day.
What I wouldn’t give to feel worthy and loved!
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