Some time ago I stopped drinking coffee. Anyone who knows me knows how much I loved my coffee, morning, noon, night. It was not ever a bad time for me to drink coffee. Well since last winter coffee wasn't tasting right to me, but I still tried to work it out. Switched brands of coffee, went from pods to ground to whole beans. Switched coffee machines you name it, I done it...unsuccessfully. I finally stopped drinking coffee at all. I have tried but nope coffee isn't one bit appealing. Recently the same is happening with food. Yes food! Nothing appeals to me nor do anything taste good. Today I feel defeated. I made myself some unhealthy homemade french fries with gravy. I could not wait to dig in. Then I took the first bite, nope not good. I know they are the most yummy thing yet they taste blah. It's not my that taste buds are gone, as I can distinguish between the fries, gravy and vinegar, it just does not taste good to me, at all. I may have cried a little (or alot). It is becoming a battle every day with what to eat. As if I did not already have enough going on. This is not helping my mental state. I now have to force feed myself something that is unappealing just to get nourishment.
I really do want to be more positive, I try, yet every corner I turn there is something new trying to take me out.
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