December 15, 2023

Published on 15 December 2023 at 23:59

I don't know what is going on with my knees but I woke this morning with my good knee gone bad. It is behaving exactly like the bad one stared. Swollen, painful and pockets of fluid. I am so frustrated as now my mobility is really limited. It doesn't help that I finally got my shit together enough to gut my room and prepare for my daughters arrival (2nd youngest) next week. My youngest has been a great help but I am still sitting here in a major mess.

The past couple mornings I have also woken up to both my hands asleep (numb).

Had a meeting with The Journey Project today (via zoom) and got some stuff in progress to help us with the upcoming trial. The anxiety this brings me is off the charts. As I was waiting in the zoom room my entire body was shaking, I felt like I would throw up. The lady was very nice and help me settle some, however the topic itself brings up strong emotions. We are meeting again next week with my daughter.

As I sit here tonight I am very nauseated, I hope I am not getting sick!

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